Concordance in one hand, Kozy Shack in the other.

How am I doing? Basically restless, irritable & discontent with intermittent periods of trust, acceptance and pleasantness.

While spending some time out and about in East Brunswick today, I stopped in at Barnes & Noble. I walked out with my first exhaustive concordance. I arrived home and continued my study on "trust" in the bible. I began this project when I found out my dog was lost... Accepting and trusting what was happening without wanting to control as much as possible has been really hard to fight. Here I am, studying the word tonight...

I'm looking at things from Judges, Ruth, Matthew, Mark... Writing notes, studying prayerfully, googling words I don't "get," and spooning Kozy Shack Tapioca here and there... Pausing to discipline the family dog, Marley. She's keen on barking at nothing-in-particular tonight.